angels

I think some people have had a very bad past few days, so the title is aptly named. if you feel that life can't get any worse, just remember that god is always looking out for you.

i am happy to report that i have 2 humongous pimples that look like staghorns on my forehead. i'm very sure the renal exam didnt' have anything to do with it. it has also been attracting the attention of lots of people. i wore all black yesterday, and it was quite exhilarating. i didn't exactly feel evil, just morbidly nice, and now i know how goths feel like wearing the all black ensemble everyday. if anyone of you knows the cartoon character little emily, i was feeling like her yesterday.

i'm feeling a bit down now because one of my really close friend's father has stomach cancer. i don't know how advanced it is, but i do know the feeling of losing people you love from cancer. the worst part is the advanced stage where they rapidly lose weight. But like my mom says, you grow stronger from all the obstacles that grow in your path. for me, that experience has made me more mature, and made me realise about the world for the first time. i mean, the only care i have in the world now is to study and pass, but i'm glad i have had this experience.

On another note, the infamous nurse will be coming back, and i can't wait to meet her (and her special dvd collection). Hats off to weird people!!