passion of christ

hmm, i just finished reading elena's blog. damn funny la. i also did a quiz about my personality for my month. hmm, quite true also.

today is emotionally draining for me. i went to see the movie, and i finished my packet of tissue. the aura of the movie is not here now, but whatever i saw only enhances my understanding of christ dying, and why i appreciate so much of his love for all of us, and the greatness that only God can have that he is willing to sacrifice his only son for all of us. everytime i see mother mary looking at her son, my heart breaks because of what she has to endure and what she knows must be done. but when i come to think of it, i know why christ does not hate all the high priests. imagine that you were living in that century and you have such small brains/limited knowledge and one so great as the son of god comes and does all those things, you would feel out of breath yourself. and i liked the part where the devil came in, it shows that during the most harrowing time of his life, he could have just given up, used whatever powers he had, and just stopped the whole thing. but he didn't he knew what he had to do, even if it meant being skewered to death. i cried when they started beating him up, and when they nailed his hands and feet. i dunno, its just too much for me to bear. and yes, i cried when i looked at mother mary looking at him.
and i did get a better understanding of judas iscariot. all the while i used to think of him as a selfish, ugly man, but through this movie, i understand, and pity him all the more. and i have now the greatest respect for all the 12 disciples, especially peter, who was crucified upside down for being with christ. i think after this i will have a deeper meaning of the bible as well as a greater awareness of god.

okay, back to the lighter stuff. i am gaining weight, and i cant manage to jog yet, but i have to go the gym one day, if not i'll be fat!!! the onion rings today are nice, i have a fetish for them. and i still think that mcd's burgers are the best. 1 utama rocks, and i have to go back for some serious shopping one day. the sandals they sell there are so neat. and yes, time to buy new trainers too. the cheerleader lost 4kg, and that's nice. what is the point of having imu cup when the only desire is to win and create tension and hatred among other batches? that's the question everyone should have on their minds.